AAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know I am the first to say that if you are in a bad mood because you are doing homework DON'T talk to me! So, when I spoke with my mom about my coat zipper breaking, she lost it. She kept telling me to shut up and listen. Quite frankly, if I put it lightly, she was being a fucking bitch. She kept telling me that I need to bring home both of my coats to fix them. I mean ok but you don't have to yell it at me. She really pisses me off. Uhhh!!!!!!! I freakin hate it when she acts like that. Sometimes I wish she wouldn't take her anger out on me. I fuckin just...ughhh

College Week 1

During my first week in college I have had a lot of breakdowns where I wanted to just pick up and leave. But I am only 4 days into it, and I keep being told that I am no quitter. I think it's just the fact that I don't want to be around my roommate, but I have to put up with it until September 10th. I think it will be a lot better once I start classes, but I'm pretty sure that I'm going to change roommates because I just can't shake the feeling that we are never going to click with each other. And I don't want to be in a room all year with someone that I'm going to be completely miserable with.It just doesn't make sense. But I'm going to listen to my Mom and Greg's advice and that is to "suck it up cupcake", and at least I am making friends even if it's not with my roommate. I am glad that my Mom, Greg, and Robbie are behind me and telling me that I can't quit, but I do need to learn to relax and just smile and have fun because just like high school I will only be here for 4 years and it will go by quick. Time to relax and enjoy things. And after September 10th I will be happy again because I won't have to put up with my roommate who I currently have. Anyways it's time to take everyone's advice and RELAX...because I won't be happy unless I do.

So there's just a week until I graduate from school and I don't think I'll get what I truely wanted. I keep getting asked, "what do you want"? All I truely wanted was my whole family including all of my siblings to be there. Now, I'm almost there because my brothers will be there, but I don't think my sister will be. It kind of makes me a little sad that she isn't, but I got to remember this is my day, and I graduate with or without her. I'd prefer with, but you know. Anyways, another problem of mine is, getting a freakin summer job before going to college. I mean does no one higher a high school graduate getting ready to go to college. Geez!!

DON'T EVER SAY THAT

You know for the past few weeks my step dad hasn't been feeling well. Now, I understand you want us to keep your distance and that you aren't in a good mood, but don't take it out on me. You go a little too far when you tell me that what I've dreamed of my whole life that I will be horrible at. Don't be an ass and go back to bed until you wake up in a better mood before I kick your ass into the next century. Peace out bastard