18th birthday

In about 11 days I will be 18 years old. Which means one thing to me... FREEDOM!!! Will I miss being 17, sort of..not really. I mean at 17 I had my second niece. That was awesome. But I think me turning 18 opens more doors of opprutunities for me, and I'm looking forward to my future.

JERKS

Today has been so weird. First I found out I didn't have to babysit for the boys that drive me crazy, and then I found out I didn't have to watch the other three kids I usually watch. So what did I think? That I would just be lazy all day until my mom had to go to work. Then, she got up at 10:30 this morning and asked me if I wanted to go to the grocery store. I figured..ahh why not?, and then Mom's phone rang and it was her boyfriend saying he was on his way home. My first thought was great that stupid mother f***** is going to be home with me until my brother gets off work, and of course what makes it worse is if it rains tomorrow he will be home tomorrow when I watching all 5 kids and none of them will pay attention or mind me tomorrow if Grandpa is here. Sometimes I feel as though he is a selfish inconsiderent jerk. And what makes it worse is he is freakin LAZY, and he says that me, my mom, and brother are a lot more lazier than him... Bull!!! :/ He needs to come up with a new threat though because everytime he gets mad at me, he always says, " There will be no tv, internet, or phones." I mean how many times can you say that, and it's not even a good threat. The phones and internet are under my mom's name. He CAN'T touch them. One time he got really mad at me that during the night he didn't know I was still awake and I heard him say to his friend if I don't do what he says next time he will go down to the basement and cut the cable cord to my room. He really has anger issues he needs to sort out.